Showing posts with label work. Show all posts
Showing posts with label work. Show all posts

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Individual Cake: Pt. 1

Man, today was intense!!! Everything took way longer than I had anticipated!

I got to the bakeshop early to get everything set up and gather all my equipment. Thankfully, my buttercream worked out. I started off trimming all my cakes, slicing them in three layers each and soaking them with some simple syrup. I colored the frosting in varying shades of green, frosted each layer, trimmed the sides, crumb coated 'em and put the final layer on. I wasn't happy with the finished product, but I had to make do!

I thought all that trimming and frosting bizness was only going to take me 1 hour. It took me 1 hr and 45 minutes. !!! I forgot I was doing three cakes, not just one!

I quickly got on making the flowers. I busted out ten plumerias fairly quickly, then moved onto the hibiscus petals. So frustrating! Lunch break. Then I made a sea grape lei with gumpaste and floss (yes, floss!) in about 25 minutes! I had to work fast to finish before the time limit.

Tomorrow is looking like assembly, painting the flowers and decorating! Hopefully I can finish up in 3 hours! I can't believe it is the last day already! Whew!

Work today was AWESOME!!! I am finally on a long-term project! I started it on Tuesday, gathering info for a proposal for a new book. Today, I brought that outline up to the editorial publishing manager and she said "You did this? All this?" YESSSSS!!!! Well, it's not hard when it's baking stuff! So now I am set to work on the project, gathering information and doing research. So cool! It is making me think about baking in a totally different way, especially when trying to inform readers and make it visually pleasing. Then, we had a BROWNIE tasting! Peanut butter swirl! Woot! Then my two supervisors said "We need to have a morale booster. Coloring contest!" Haha - these two girls I work with are so cool - hilarious and funny. It made my day!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Team Time: 4-Tier Cake Pt. 1

We had all of class today (7-11am, and 12-1pm) to work on our team project: a wedding cake. Chef C assigned designs to each team according to their styles. As mentioned before, my partner and I got a cool retro-lookin' cake! I'm still stoked on the design and I hope we can execute it well.

Each team got a fresh bucket of white fondant and we were off! My partner and I got to work greasing the fake cake rounds (made of styrofoam) with some Crisco and then colored our fondant a peachy-orange for the base. Since the design is retro, we're going for 1970's colors too: orange, brown and yellow.

Once we'd gotten the color we wanted, we rolled out the fondant and covered each of the four tiers. It was my first time covering a round cake and it was harder than I thought! Fortunately, my partner had experience working with fondant and she was happy to teach me some new tricks. We tag-teamed the larger layers and stacked the cake, gluing each layer together with some royal icing. The fondant isn't completely smooth because the styrofoam layers were pretty nicked up to begin with. Thankfully we're covering it with lots of cutouts!

Then we got started on making our gumpaste roses. It was absolutely critical that we finished them today so that they could dry overnight. I learned that it takes me about 30 minutes just to make one rose, not including the greenery for it and painting later. Ugh! Now I know why these things get expensive! We made a bunch of rosebuds and some loose petals too. After lunch, I busted out about 20 leaves as fillers while my partner colored the rest of our fondant brown in preparation for tomorrow.

I'm really happy with our progress today and I'm looking forward to finishing it up tomorrow! We'll have 3 hours to do it all, which should be ample. And I'm glad we have extra flowers and leaves too.. Just in case!

Anthony Bourdain (author of Kitchen Confidential and host of No Reservations) was at our school today, at a totally inconvenient time for us to go (during class). For some reason (politics?) the school didn't advertise it well and stuck him in the smallest theater on campus. It was at 1pm and the theater was full at 11am, with a huge line around the building. Apparently there was some filming happening for the show. Mr. Bourdain is an alum of the school (1978! haha!) so his name is advertised as "Anthony Bourdain '78"... hmm someday I will be Aubrey M. '10! Haha! I'm not into celebrity chefs so I didn't see what the big fuss was about.

Work was fun! We had a brownie tasting (German Chocolate Brownies!) that was pretty good and I did a lot of work on a new book that the school is putting out for bakers. It's more of an instructional book than a recipe book, so I had a lot of fun doing research for that.

Off to study for our final tomorrow!!!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Fondant Fun & My New Job!

I had a long day, but it was really fun for the most part! This morning, Chef C gave a demo on how to finish our four-sided cake fondant project. We were given a list of components that we have to include on the cake. It is pretty much a hodge-podge of techniques, so it doesn't look like a real cake, but it's a great way to practice.First I had to knead my homemade fondant until it was soft and smooth. I was going to use the marbling technique to color it, so I dropped in a bit of blue, purple, and neon green food coloring.

I carefully kneaded it just a little bit because the rolling pin action would help marble the colors even more. Once it was rolled thin and wide enough to cover my cake, I rolled it up on the pin and then rolled it over the styrofoam dummy cake.

These are smeared with shortening to get the fondant to stick. Usually on a real cake, you've pretty much got one shot with getting the fondant on. There's no picking it up and shifting it over if you did it wrong or tore it. Too bad! Mine worked out alright. I then set to work smoothing it out from the top down and then trimmed the bottom off flush to the "cake".


The fun part came next with doing the decorations. We had a bunch of colored pieces of fondant left over from past classes to use, so I tried to pick some that would look complimentary with my colors. We had to do at least three borders, so I did a rope border, an onlay border (the one with the red stars), and a border with a pressed top design. So fun! The pieces are all glued onto the cake using a bit of water.
The pastillage piece in the middle is drying and tomorrow I will connect royal icing in strands from the top to the pastillage piece. Very intricate work!

In the above picture, you will notice some crimping. We had to do this, but I really hate the way it looks. We have a LOT of cool tools available for cake decorating, and these crimpers look like large tweezers with designs on the ends. You just press it into the fondant and squeeze. Whatever!

We also had to do some swag (fun word!) and drapes. The trick to these I found was to roll the fondant thin, otherwise the weight will pull it down! I had to work quickly with these as well because they started to dry out really fast.
Finally, I had to include an example of pressed/applied design. This was done using a silicone mold. The one I chose looked like lace, and I only used half of the mold and cut out the pieces that I wanted and stuck it in the center of the top of the cake:
Tomorrow we will finish this up after a demo on royal icing. We have more to add to the cake! Whew!

Tonight started our first nightly homework of piping. UGH! Normally, I enjoy this. But my partner had made the buttercream pretty lumpy, and we have to use very small pastry tips, so every 5 seconds I would get a lump! Thankfully my wonderful roommate let me use some of her buttercream for certain parts. I'll post some pictures once it looks acceptable :) We have to do this for five nights. I can't wait for it to be over already!

Today I started my new job! I had the interview yesterday and was offered the job on the spot! I know the department is in need of people, so I was happy to accept and have a job again! It is with the school's publishing department, and I am a publishing assistant. I help the editorial project managers with their projects, doing research and helping out in any way I can. The books the school publishes are ALL about cooking and baking, of course! Five minutes into my day after meeting everyone, I was ushered upstairs for a cookie tasting! One of the chefs is working on a cookie book, so of course there are recipes to test! There were six kinds and we got to taste them all and make notes on evaluation forms. So cool! Wow!

So I guess I will be helping with the new cookie book. I met the chef who's doing it and he seems like a really nice guy. Unfortunately I will never have him because he only teaches for the bachelors students. Today I had to do some data-entry type stuff with different cookie recipes. I got to see how they come up with the recipes for the book and tweak them. It will be really interesting to see the whole publishing process and what projects I'll get to do! The job doesn't pay much at all, and it's only 3 hours a day, but it's money, I'll learn something new, and it'll look great on my resume!

Sleep calls!

Friday, August 14, 2009

Press Release!!!


One of my fellow co-workers/externs alerted me to a just-published review of the restaurant where we did our externship!

I was extremely stoked to read that the restaurant has been received well and is continuing to grow and push boundaries. I'm also very happy for the chef/owner! Good for him.

Check out the article here.

Please note the sunflower in one of the pictures - planted by me!

picture of it as a baby:
Also towards the end, the externs are mentioned :) Subtly famous! Apparently we "all have futures". Good to know, because I'd hate to think I didn't have one. Haha!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Mississippi Mud

At the time of writing this, I still have some Mississippi mud lodged underneath my fingernails from yesterday's gardening. 

Yesterday morning, I worked in the chef's garden across the street from the restaurant. It is in the back of a convent and the oldest building (supposedly) in The South. It is quiet and peaceful and I've discovered that I really enjoyed gardening, so I didn't mind waking up early to be there. My coworker and I cleared out two beds where I had planted corn, yellow squash, kabocha squash and sunflowers. Wow, those plants grew fast! We weeded about two or three weeks ago and already the weeds were back in full force. Here are some pictures of the growth:





















































































It was hot! So I was sweating up a storm! I headed home to shower and relax before my shift at the restaurant would begin later in the afternoon. Then I got a call from Chef B, asking me if I'd rather work in the garden clearing a few more weeds instead of in the kitchen. I quickly ran through a list of pros and cons in my head:

Pros:
-Outdoors instead of indoors
-Birds singing
-Hearing live music in the distance
-Quiet and unsupervised
-Only work for a few hours
-A night off!

Cons:
-95 degree weather
-Less money
-Real physical labor
-Bad tan lines
-HOTTT!!!!

Well I decided to just go for it and said I'd show up at 3pm. I ended up working until 6:30. Whew! I was pretty tired afterwards, but glad that I had chosen the garden because it was a lot more fun and I was in the mood for it. I cleared two more beds on my own, worked around Lemon Verbena (ahhh smells amazing!!!), the beginnings of marigolds and some mint. Even the leaves of the nearby kumquat tree smelled good! Today I am sore but happy to have gotten the opportunity to spend more time outside.

And if you haven't ever had Baskin-Robbins' Mississippi Mudd ice cream, try it! Whoever named it was right on - that mud is dark!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Under Pressure

Big Daddy aka Chef B comes home today from his looong vacation. I have to say that it has been incredibly nice without him there! We've been productive and it has felt so relaxed in the kitchen during the dinner service. Ahhh it's been  like a vacation for us too almost!

I am interested to hear all the crazy ideas he has picked up from the various locations he's staged at, and I am sure that there are going to be very very many.

In preparation for his return, a few of us came in early this morning (6am!) to do some deep cleaning. This was fun, and not fun. Not fun because some things will just never come clean. We had everything pulled out of our dry storage closet and had to pull all the shelves away by the dish area, scrub everything and pressurewash! The pressurewasher was the most fun! It is so cool. If I had the opportunity, I would definitely own one, and maybe go around pressurewashing people's houses or something. Wash the dirt away!

I am tying up loose ends here and I cannot believe that I have one week left! I've changed my address with the post office and am in the beginnings of cleaning out things I don't need to take with me. Soon the pictures will be off the walls, things will go into my suitcases, and I will be on my way!

The pressure is building to finish up my modules. Lame! I have to force myself to sit down and work on them. I only have a few things more to do, I need to print them out, and print out my pictures as well. Yay! I'm hoping to turn it in either tomorrow or Friday.

Out!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

2W2G!

. . . aka 2 Weeks 2 Go!

Where is the time going? I know I've been busy lately, mostly having fun so I guess it's been flying :) I've been heading off to work slowly lately, haven't been into it much. I'm still doing a good job but I haven't been feeling too happy about going! I'm betting it's a combination of the heat (which produces laziness), my impending departure and the general feeling of summertime which is coming upon us.

Chef B returns from his NY travels in one week and I have done 0 work on the new dessert menu. This is partly due to the fact that I again got switched to nights. I have less time to experiment and I haven't even been working the pastry station that much. Plus I kind of need Chef B around to bug me, give me ideas and feedback, and I definitely don't want to feel used. And I am so lazy right now! I am really dropping the ball, but I don't feel like there is much I CAN do about it since I am leaving so soon.

The most important task on my mind lately has been to finish my modules. These are the weekly assignments given to us by the school to complete during the externship. Does anyone actually finish these weekly? On time? I'm not sure. I was ahead, then I got behind, and now I have bits and pieces to do. It's a matter of sitting down and doing it. Parts of it are dreadfully complicated and stupid. The purpose is to help you get the most out of your learning experience there and make you aware of what's around you. I get it, but I still don't want to do it! Thankfully the last two assignments are very easy (a thank you letter to the employer and a letter from the employer that says I did 18 weeks and 600 hours of work blah blah blah). I really need to start/finish the assignments from the past 5-6 weeks. Those have been bugging me.

The whole packet isn't due until I go back to school, but I need to have it finished by the time I leave here because each weekly assignment needs to be signed by the manager. Geez! Ideally, I'd like to have it done by next Thursday so I can just hand it over, get it signed, and cruise out of my last week. That'd be nice! We'll see :)

I took two roadtrips in the past couple of weeks and I'd like to blog about those soon and share some pictures. I'm absolutely convinced that America is beautiful and it's the land I love!

More to come.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Is That a Challenge?!

In a recent post at my halfway point, I listed my goals for this externship and talked about how I'd met a few of them.

Well, with four weeks to go from today, I am getting that much closer to actually reaching all of my goals! For some reason at the beginning, I'd thought that I wouldn't accomplish all of them, or not care too much about following up. Usually I am really goal-oriented. I like to make lists (to-do lists) and cross of things. Crossing things off makes me feel good, makes me feel accomplished, and in a sense, puts things behind me, even if they are small things.

Here's a refresher of goals not yet previously met:
3. Make a contribution to a new menu item with Chef B (help with research and development from idea to product).
4. Learn how to use new ingredients/agents in different ways (mostly the molecular gastronomy stuff).

 I am close! Two weekends ago, Chef B came in on a Saturday night. It was busy and we were expecting 140 covers. I was working the "wall" utility position and for the moment, was doing some busy-work/cleaning (time to lean = time to clean!). Chef B came over and said that his super-special-inspiring-friend was coming in to dine at 8pm with his wife and Chef B wanted to present him with one of the new dessert items he'd been talking about. He dashed upstairs, printed out the new menu and brought it down for me to peruse. Finally! Ideas in print. I was in love . . . with the challenge.

It was 7pm. Chef B said "You have 2 hours. Make it happen." Gosh! Since I was like the extra person on, I got right to it. I thought it was absolutely ridiculous that Chef B wanted to try out a new item. That night. Busy as it was! Untested!!! Gutsy. I just knew that it was what he wanted and I'd been egging him on about doing it, so the time was now or never.

The item didn't turn out quite like we'd hoped... but it gave us a good foundation and a starting point from which to move forward. It was progress. It was something!!! And I knew I could make it happen if I had to.

Two weeks later, our business has slowed down considerably. It is getting hot here (mid-80s) and our reservations are low. It's good because we can catch our breaths and measure up what we have. Chef B said that the past April was the most profitable month he's had in his 8 years of business. So rad to be a part of that! I hear it's like a ghost town here in the summertime, so I'm sure the extra revenue last month will tide them over.

I requested to be switched to the daytime prep shift again so that I could help Chef B out with this new menu. At first glance, it is quite a daunting task. All of a sudden, he is gung-ho about getting it done "right now!" (one of his common phrases). He actually wants the menu to be done and out to the civilians (as I call them - "Civilians spotted in the dining room - we're on!") by the end of my time here. What?! In four weeks?! These things certainly take time to figure out, tweak, and test. Why couldn't he have asked us for this two months ago? Well, we were up to our necks in prep work for busy nights where I felt like I couldn't see straight at the end of it and I heard the ticket machine in my sleep. Sheesh.

The more I think about it though, now is the perfect time. Now is the time. It's slow, I need something new, and I definitely need to be challenged. I can do all the prep work alone, I don't need help, I can run the service seamlessly, and nothing gets me down anymore. I do need this challenge to get me through the next month until I'm home. AND it will be the greatest thing ever to put on my resume!

How many other externs get this type of opportunity? Would I have had this opportunity at the Ritz in Florida? Most likely not. I'll take it!

This morning I had a meeting with Chef B to discuss his vision about this menu. One thing I noticed is that he has not taken the costing of new desserts into consideration. At a bakery I used to work at, my boss would plan out the next months' breads and when I'd make suggestions, he'd cost it out on his spreadsheet and then make his decision. With Chef B, money is not even a thought, at least not until later. Interesting!

He leaves on Sunday for a 17 day trip to New York, staging at a couple of the big star restaurants. I'm going to work really hard in the next two days to get one item on the menu. There are a total of 6 to create and make. Wow! I got so excited just talking about it with him. I really hope that I can make it happen. It will be interesting seeing how the prep changes and what order we pull old things off the menu during the switchover. I am going to be a part of something great!

Friday, May 22, 2009

Beets Me

Our work schedule for the week is posted on Sunday nights. I sauntered over and checked it out. "Whaaaaat?!" I said to myself. Wednesday I was scheduled to work the Garde Manger station. Fortunately, I had been working the "wall" station a lot lately, so I knew how to plate all the dishes. The only thing I was really worried about was being on it alone and having to do all the prep work.

Wednesday came: the day of reckoning. I realized that here I had clearly crossed over into the culinary realm, away from my sugary goods. :( I barely got everything set up by 5:30pm and then the mad rush began. It wasn't a particularly busy night, but it felt like it to me. Somehow, time zipped by and it was already 8pm (yeah!). 

I ended up making it through the whole service without crying, dying, or having a heart attack . . . not like I thought that was going to happen! But I got by with a little help from my friends/co-workers.

Ahh the insurmountable beet salad, in all it's beety glory, took the cake for my night. It actually was NOT that bad, although I got a lot of orders, and I rather enjoyed adding the beautiful/magical beet foam.

doesn't it look so fun?!

I realized that I am also on a different planet from my co-workers when it comes to what's running through my head at work. I pointed to the unfinished beet salad and asked one of the chefs, "Do you know why the diced beets are so happy?" He shook his head.

I answered, "Look, they're getting barreled!" 
He looked at me like I was an alien... "Especially the ones in the back, they're in it pretty deep." Haha. Finally he got what I was talking about and walked away laughing.

So my mind is always on surfing/the ocean. Not bad. But I'd think I'm one of the few who looks at this salad and thinks of something completely different than the beets.

Then again... beets always make me think of a time when my older brother grabbed up a bunch of beets at the salad bar at Souplantation, tasted them thinking they were sliced/canned cranberry sauce and then spit them back out into the salad bar. It was HILARIOUS (you had to be there). I seriously thought we might get kicked out for that.

Totally true: beets remind me of surfing and my bro. Awesome.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Really?

Maybe it's a bad sign when I come into work 3 hours early and STILL can't get done with prep in time . . . hmmm....

Naw! No prep person was scheduled this morning, so I came in at noon and did the whole shebangin' thing on my own. Seriously, by 5:30pm people were like, "You're STILL doing prep?" Absolutely crazy. 

It's not that I'm slow... it's just that there was too much for one person to accomplish for that shift. Whew. 13 hours later . . . my head is hittin' the pillow.

Monday, May 11, 2009

The World Is My Oyster

Does that saying even make any sense?
There are times at work where I have to cross over into the Dark Side . . . aka the culinary side! Away from my dainty, precise sugary goods over onto hot and cold foods which require sharp taste buds and many pinches of salt.

Lately, I've been scheduled to work "the wall". This means that I work inbetween the pastry and garde manger (cold foods, appetizers) stations, sort of like a utility person. I like it because it throws some spice into my worklife and so far I have learned a lot of new things.

Over the weekend, I made mango soup for the amuse bouche which is
 served to every customer. So good! The mangoes are pureed with champagne, simple syrup, salt and pepper and some mint leaves. Refreshing! The amuse is finished off with a small piece of kimchee shrimp, chives and a piece of fried taro. All small bits of course, because it is just a taste of what's to come.

I also got to make a corn salsa that is part of our crab salad. Yum! Arguably, the garde manger station is probably the second-most difficult station to work in this particular restaurant (after pastry of course!) due to the multitude of ridiculous items and more importantly, the beet salad. That I will have to save for another topic once I get a picture of this prime delight. Hah.

One of my tasks today was to pick 5 pounds of crab meat. We get the meat in little containers but have to carefully hand-pick them to make sure there are no tiny bits of shell in there. Usually I will find about a dozen or more pieces of shell per container. It is tedious work but necessary.

Another task today was to clean the oysters. I had no idea that they could be so dirty on the outside! We receive our oysters from the P & J Oyster company, located here in the French Quarter. I believe the oysters come out of the Gulf of Mexico, and they sure are dirty! I hauled up the burlap bag full of these large rocks into the sink and proceeded to spray the heck out of them. Lots of sand and silt and rocks and small mussels came off and I had to be sure and spray the small niches where we would later stick the shucking knife in. It was messy work.

(not my hand)

I got to thinking that it was amazing that someone would have actually thought, "Hmm.. I wonder if I can open this and eat what's inside??" Oysters aren't pretty on the outside. Heck, they aren't much to look at on the inside either! Pretty colorless and weird-looking. I can't say I truly enjoy them that much, and I gave them a good go at an oyster bar when I first got here.


Anyways, when I first started working the wall, I loathed and feared the oyster orders. I'd hear the expediter yell out the order and shudder. After the first day, my poor wrist was so sore. I really thought I was going to break it shucking these stupid oysters. I did a lot of twisting and jiiving trying to get that knife in there to open those suckers up, breaking a sweat and getting really frustrated while my male co-workers would look on and laugh at my elbow-jerking movements.

Finally, one of the chefs showed me a better way to pop 'em open, and now, I can say that I am pretty darn good at shucking oysters. No more wrist-twisting or elbow-jerking for me! All it takes is getting the knife in at just the right point and then a little pop and you're in!

Last night, I actually had oyster dreams. I kept dreaming that I was at work, and woke up thinking that I had to get up early to make sure that I shucked the oysters. My chef kept telling me to get them done. I don't think I ever realized it was a dream!

Each order gets three freshly-shucked oysters, topped with a different flavored savory granita (ginger or cucumber snowy-like ice chips) and three types of caviars. It is a pricey first course!

I am no longer afraid of the shucking, my wrist isn't sore, and I'm pretty sure I wouldn't have learned this skill anywhere else!

ps - I still wanna know what that saying means anyway: "The world is your oyster". Shakespeare?


Friday, May 8, 2009

Pepper!

My co-workers have deemed me tough! That is good to know and hear. I pull my weight and don't fool around. I'm serious when I need to be and don't let anyone put me down.

About a month ago, one of the girls at the other restaurant got jumped - in the morning. All the guys got sooo mad, like "I'm-gonna-kill-him" mad, which is understandable. New Orleans is not safe. I've gotten that vibe since I got here and I've taken every precaution to make sure that I'm as safe as can be.

Having a bike is a definite plus. If someone comes at me, I can get away quickly. I didn't bring any valuables here with me and I don't carry a lot of cash. I keep aware at all times and will defend myself if necessary.

One of my co-workers was kind enough to get me some pepper spray after the recent incident. I was actually pretty excited to have it when I was riding home yesterday after a long night of work. 

Is it bad that I wanted to test it out on some random, unsuspecting person? Haha! Well, I didn't. But I was certainly tempted to! I love pushing buttons and this one looks fun.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Bananas Foster French Toast

Grab pan.
Put fosters sauce in pan.
Cut up 7 slices of banana, add to pan.
Put pan on heat.
Cut 1-inch slice of brioche, cut off crust.
Put 1-oz clarified butter in large pan.
Dip bread in french toast batter, place in pan.
Run to freezer, grab vanilla ice cream. 
Run back.
Flip french toast.
Grab bowl from plate warmer, put on station.
Put some sauce in bottom of bowl.
Put french toast in bowl.
Run to dish station to dump pan.
Run back.
Add bananas and rest of sauce.
Add 5 candied walnuts.
Scoop two scoops vanilla ice cream, place on top.
Shake powdered sugar on top of two fried plantains in "w" shape, place on top of ice cream.
Add mint leaf.
"Order up French Toast!"
Time: 3 minutes.

Friday, May 1, 2009

Burned!

Another busy weekend! Last night at work I suffered my first "professional" cooking burn. Up to this point, I've been very careful about not burning myself.. but these things always happen as an accident so there's not much I could do!

I ended up full-on grabbing a hot pan handle, and it hurt so bad!!! It brought tears to my eyes, but of course I had to hold it in because I was at work. AND I just had to suck it up and keep going. About ten minutes later after the rush was over, I asked one of the chefs if we had any burn cream, which attracted the notice of everyone in the kitchen. Everyone was very unsympathetic (thanks, guys!). They pretty much just told me to suck it up. Growing pains. Hah. I just wanted to something to put on it so it wouldn't get worse and/or hurt more later!

One co-worker was nice though. He leaned over and said, "When that happens to me, I just put two gloves on my hand for the rest of the shift. Kinda protects it." That was soo nice, and a constructive suggestion which really worked.

Unfortunately I have to work the rest of the weekend, so I hope the burn doesn't start hurting more. It's on the inside of two fingers, my thumb, and part of my palm. Yeow! At least that part won't leave a scar!

Today is May Day aka Lei Day in Hawai'i! I've been missing California and Hawai'i sooo much lately! I see reminders everywhere too. Well, just 8 more weeks and then I'll be home :) I'm so happy that it is another month already. Yes!

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Spacing Out

I have moments at work where I totally space out. 
Zone out. 
Check out. 
Daydream.

This happens usually when I am shaping rolls (doing 300 by yourself gets pretty boring), cutting out marshmallows, frying plantains, and even during service time.

We serve our ice cream inside of ice globes. When someone orders an ice cream or sorbet, I have to run back to the freezer, grab a globe, and then use a blowtorch to melt it into the bowl shape that we want. 

Even though today was insanely busy, I found myself zoning out several times while torching these ice globes. The sound the blowtorch makes sounds exactly like one of the sound effects on the Space Mountain ride at Disneyland.

It made me really want to go to Disneyland. Very random!

I am super tired. Exhausted. Tomorrow...well today now is my Friday. Then I will finally get two days off in a row. Wow!

Gotta get some sleep so I can wake up tomorrow and do it all over again!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN!

Today marks my official halfway point!!!

  • I am halfway done with my externship/time in New Orleans!
  • I am halfway done with culinary school! (in the middle of semester #3 out of 5!)
  • I am halfway done with doing long distance with my fiancĂ©!
Wow, the time has really flown by. Just a year ago last month, I had applied and received word that I got into culinary school. My world got rocked because their opening dates weren't what I had hoped for (either too early or too late). I am sooo glad I just sucked it up and went with the earlier start date.

Now I find myself at the top of what I thought was an insurmountable mountain. Back then, it had looked like the time away from paradise was going to take forever (and for certain moments it has). I've kept my head down and worked hard, concentrating on each day and moving forward. I guess that's why the time seems to have gone by quickly. I've quickly rounded second base and I am pumping to get home!

50% down and done; 50% left to go. I've still got the energy, drive and desire to finish what I started. Then I get to join the real world, in paradise of course :) I can't wait to see what these next 10 months have in store for me! Lots of lessons to be learned, I'm sure!

I've been doing a lot on my days/nights off here lately, trying to enjoy the amazing weather we've been having. I'll have a lot to post about in the upcoming days!

 Stay close!

Monday, April 20, 2009

Why Am I Here?

I'm positive that everyone asks themselves that question tons of times throughout their lives. 

Well, I've been asking myself that the whole time I've been here in Louisiana. Why here? Why was my externship cancelled for Florida? I could be lounging on the beach on Amelia Island right now at the Ritz-Carlton, but I'm here instead. I accepted the change, adapted and dealt with it.

I joined a ladies bible study at the church in my neighborhood and we are going through a book called "Experiencing God" with a scary Moses-lookin' guy on the cover. It's about knowing and doing the will of God. In the section we're covering right now, we're learning about how adjustments are necessary. This is what comes to mind:
A certain ruler asked him, "Good teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?" 
"Why do you call me good?" Jesus answered. "No one is good - except God alone. You know the Commandments: 'Do not commit adultery, do not murder, do not steal, do not give false testimony, honor your father and mother.'"
"All these I have kept since I was a boy," he said.
When Jesus heard this, he said to him, "You still lack one thing. Sell everything you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me."
When he heard this, he became very sad, because he was a man of great wealth. Jesus looked at him and said, "How hard it is for the rich to enter the Kingdom of God! Indeed, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the Kingdom of God."
(Luke 18:18-23)
The ruler needed to make adjustments to his life and instead his response was to not take action. I learned that I cannot stay where I am and go with God. It is one thing to say, "Hey God, sure I'll go where you need me, just say the word and I'm there!" and another thing to actually do it - faith demonstrated by action.

Lots of my friends are missonaries or have gone on various missions. I myself have never felt like I possessed the spirit of evangelism. I don't want to push my faith on anyone. I don't believe that's what my friends are doing, but I myself have never felt "called" to go on a mission somewhere. I love praying for them and helping them financially when I can. I just don't feel like God has ever wanted me to go anywhere to share who he is.

Sometimes I've wondered why I'm in the industry I'm in. The restaurant industry can be dark and corrupt and dirty. Very dirty. Totally opposite of me! The problems of alcoholism and drugs are real. And I have never heard so much swearing as I have in the kitchen I'm currently in. I see no sense in it at all; it sounds uneducated and vulgar of course. I can't even support swearing when you get hurt or mess up or get angry about something. It's just senseless. Then you have the swearing for absolutely no reason. The other day I had some extra time so I asked one of the chefs if I could help him with anything. Here's what our conversation was like:

Chef: Sure! Here, can you chop up this garlic for me?
Aubs: Of course, how small do you want it?
Chef: Just chopped pretty small but not minced or anything.
- I go about chopping it up carefully. He comes over and says:
Chef: Oh no need to be all precise about it. Just chop the s*** out of it.
Aubs: Ooookay.
Hmm. I didn't know that garlic had bodily functions. Call me when you see that happen! It's hard to keep a clean head when that's all I hear all day. Of course I don't want to talk like that.

So I've often wondered why God put this passion in my heart for food and why I end up in places like this. Restaurant S just happened to be actively seeking for externs when I needed a place. They paid well, sounded like a good growth opportunity, and I'd never been to New Orleans. I jumped with both feet in. 

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I try to go where God wants me when I can. It's not always clear. New York? New Orleans? Plenty darker than Hawai'i. I just try to be me. To show my faith by my actions and the way I choose to live. I know that people can see God in me. I'm definitely different. I just leave it up to them to ask why. Then I feel free to talk about it with them.

I smell rice! Dinner's ready.

Friday, April 17, 2009

My Apologies, Mr. Prawn

One of the new things I have learned while on this externship is how to prepare shrimp/prawns. I'm going to use the names interchangeable because there is not much difference between the two. Generally, large shrimp are loosely referred to as "prawns".

Today I finished the prep list early and one of the chefs asked if I could stay an extra hour to help other people out, so I said yes (I could use more $!).

My tasks:
  • Take heads off of smaller shrimp
  • Keep heads on prawns for "Chili Prawn" dish
  • Peel all 
  • Remove tails on "utility" shrimp (too small so they get chopped up)
  • De-vein all shrimp
Taking the heads off is gross, sorry. I had to do it before with Lobsters at one of my past jobs and I didn't enjoy it too much, especially since those guys were still alive (barely though, they were in a refrigerator-induced coma). All the brains and juices coming out. Not my cup o' tea.

Peeling the prawns was no big deal. They shed all the time and it's a natural thing.

De-veining is not hard, but it's certainly not my favorite thing to do. A small cut is made along the back of the shrimp tail and the vein is removed with a utility knife. No big deal for the shrimps with no heads.

Then I started doing the prawns (with heads) and I got to thinking about how awful it would be if I had to do this while they were alive. I think if I ever saw a gulf prawn out in the water I would absolutely freak out. They are scary looking! Almost alien-like. Buggy eyes, long antennae and a pointy head.



-just look at how freaky this guy is!
But then again, prawns are amazingly put together. Tiny little legs and somehow they get places. And there are so many of them! Wow!

So sorry Mr. Prawn for peeling you, ripping your head off and taking out your vein so people can enjoy you.

Just hope this guy doesn't find me in my dreams.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Goals and Figuring It Out

I am so tired! I have been putting in my best effort at work lately. It has paid off, as I have received many compliments from the higher-ups on how great my products are!

There is always some time period of adustment for any new job. I guessed it would take me 2-3 weeks at this one to really get in the groove and feel comfortable. Already now, I am finishing Week 8 and have accomplished several goals. Here's what I started with:

1. Be able to complete each day's prep checklist by myself by the end of my shift.
2. Memorize all basic formulas that I use on a day-to-day basis.
3. Make a contribution to a new menu item with Chef B (help with research and development from idea to product).
4. Learn how to use new ingredients/agents in different ways (mostly the molecular gastronomy stuff).
5. Work on the line plating desserts in a clean, quick and consistent manner.

Looking at these now, I see that already have completed goals 1, 2, and 5. #3 is coming up too! My main focus has been to work on my speed, consistency, and neatness. I can work both the morning and evening shifts flawlessly now and am totally comfortable making every product. Yay!

Goal #3 has actually been in progress for me since the first week. Chef B approached me and asked if I could help him recreate a mignardise that his last pastry chef had made. I came in on my day off and tooled around in the kitchen, making these:


Sweet little baked meringues! Chef B has a special flavor combo that he wants to infuse into the meringue, and now that he sees I can make these the way he wants, we are just waiting for something in his kitchen garden to grow so we can implement it! Right now at the end of the meal, our guests get a little dark chocolate truffle and peppermint marshmallow (both made by me!) so Chef B wants to switch it up a bit.

This morning, I'm doing my regular prep and Chef B comes in and starts talking to me in his weird eccentric way (he tells great stories). For the last two days, he has had Queen songs and vacation bible school songs from when he was a kid stuck in his head and he has been singing them out loud. Thanks. Weird combo.  Usually, when he talks to me it is about nonsense, and I'm trying to do work so it's pretty distracting. Yesterday I was tuning him out and then noticed he had stopped talking. I looked at him and he said, "You're not even listening to me, are you?" Oops. Haha. That shut him up and he went off to go bother someone else. I know he has a favorable opinion of me so I wasn't too worried. I was just glad he got a clue. I'm here to produce, not socialize!

Back to this morning. Chef B tells me he has (FINALLY) created a new dessert menu item, and he wants to know if I can help put it together. YESSSSSS!  One thing he wanted to know was if I could make an Italian Meringue that would be stable enough to last all throughout the dinner service so that we could use it in this certain dessert. It is one thing to come up with a new menu item, and another to put it into action. One must see if it will be feasible to keep all the components on hand and be able to pull it off. 

I said I may have some extra time and I'd work on it. Amazingly, I managed to squeeze it in and made a Cassis flavored italian meringue as an experiment. This isn't going to be the real flavor, but I wanted it to have some flavor to it so I used cassis liqueur. I was hoping it'd be a lovely purple color but since I aerated it with the egg whites, it ended up being a weird grey. Ahh. I separated it into two bowls and put one in the fridge and one up on a shelf. 

I checked and compared both every hour to see how the texture and body was to see if the product would hold up during the x-amount of hours it would have to undertake during the dinner service. After 5 hours, I showed Chef B and he was sooo pleased! Now the next step is to incorporate his flavor choice, assemble the dessert and get it on the menu! And I am going to pester him about it until he does! I am so excited that I will play a part in this new item, even if it is for something that I think is pretty easy. I just had to take the time to figure it out.


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